As i probably won't be on again until the 26th or later, i just wanted to wish you all a Merry Christmas... or whatever you celebrate...

And to get you in the holiday spirit, here's one of my favorite holiday songs. Enjoy!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W49uoIVIW44

In other news, I'm trying to make up for my lack of video game playing lately by playing many games at the same time.. today i'm switching off between Persona 3 FES (wow i hadn't played this in like... a long time) and Banjo Kazooie (I'm in the cavern place... I HATE levels where it's like all swimming -.-)

Then the other games i've been playing lately.

Donkey Kong 64 (Gloomy Galleon... Dang water levels! what the heck?), Zelda OoT (Favorite game of all time- my bro and i are randomly switching off and beating it together, and i want him to beat the fire temple cuz it's definitely not my fave, but he's been busy, so...)

And Zelda Twilight Princess- i haven't played this since last Monday cuz i had to put away the Gamecube temporarily. Plus I hate Lakebed temple.

I just noticed that in the majority of those games i'm in the very thing i despise... WATER LEVELS. They are out to get me T_T I love the water temple in Ocarina of time, but i'm not there yet in my rebeating of awesome.

I am not good at the whole swimming thing... And I just got the hiccups. BLEH!

Anyway, YAY CHRISTMAS!!!! I must now go wrap presents for Kayleigh because i'm a nice sister... plus i just like wrapping things.

Then I'm going back to Persona. MUST. LEVEL. UP! Justin should be back soon with CHipotle. I haven't had anything to eat yet today so YAY FOOD.

Goodbye small children!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5UWk6awc698&feature=sub

this is 30 mins of lolz in prank call form xP

Putting Christmas lights on the tree with my mom is an adventure- its the first year my Dad hasn't been here to put the lights up so my mom doesn't know what she's doing. I love my mommy

I'm so addicted to my music... it's really sad actually.

I got my schedule fixed at school today. It's ok, at least i have a lunch now.

Band auditions today for seats.. i think i did well. i hope... I hate being third to last in Concert Band.

I'm really stressed lately for reasons i will not go into here

My laptop attacked me yesterday and drew blood.

And thats basically my life atm. I love my friends and my family- the nice ones of the two groups are what keeps me going lately, but at the same time i feel like at any moment i will lose them and my life will explode in my face even more than it already has.

I'm reading a kinda saddish but very real book right now called the Boyfriend List... I LOVE READING. I read too much according to some people but I don't think that's possible.

I couldn't fall asleep last night until past 3 in the morning, so i was late to school... i need to sleep better. And see my therapist. I'm seeing her again on the 21st, so in a week. Let's hope my life doesn't get too f***ed up before then.