Hey guys, long time no see. *sighs* not had a good few months. Few months? It's more like a year isn't it? Heh, wow... so, miss me? Well, for the past few months my biggest problem has been, yeah, girls. I've fallen in and out, then in and out, and in and out of love again. My last relationship ended just yesterday, *sighs* well, the guy she's gunning for now is a total ass, I know, I'm not saying that out of spite, he really is an ass. Totally not worth her time, well, neither am I but still. Well, I'm gonna try and win her back. Well, I've grown a lot, and died my hair. xD well, if you care here's a new picture of lil' ol' me. Well, not so little anymore. I hit six foot.

http://tinypic.com/view.php?pic=sepxsj&s=4

Back onto my original problem. So... just, any advice or reassurance would help. Just make sure it's honest, please.

Chapter Four: Tom's Story.

Neon awoke to a gentle rocking, he was lay in the back of the carriage, scythe next to him. On the opposite seat was Caleb, still fast asleep. Tom and Havock were both sitting on the front of the carriage, Tom with a map and Havock steering the horses. "Uuh.. Keep going for about two miles and we should come to a crossroads". At that moment, Tom felt a raindrop fall on his noce, he squinted and brushed it off. "Uh, Havock, could you pick it up a little?, we don't wanna be out in the rain.."

"Can't.. Grounds already too wet, the horses might slip and break something, then we'd be out of a ride". Tom sighed, looking up he saw a branch in the road, heading towards a forest. "Turn left here, take a detour through that forest. Not much rain should be in there and we can speed up" Havock pulled on the horses reigns, and turned left.

They had been emersed into the thick shade of the tree's towering above them "Follow the road, call me if anything happens" Said Tom "I'll go and check on the boys." Said Tom, vaulting himself through the window of the carriage door, and landing lightly in the middle of the room "Hey boys, everything okay?"

"Mm?" Asked Neon, slightly surprised by Tom's sudden entrance, even visibly so as his eyes had widened "Yes thank you". Neon's stomach rumbled soon after, Tom chuckled "Hah, hungry huh?" Neon looked down shamefully, Tom sat "C'mon, its nothing to be ashamed of, here." He threw something which looked like a slice of bread into Neon's lap, Neon picked it up steadily, wondering if it really was bread he was holding "Uh, is this bread?" Asked Neon, cautiously.

"No its a Jelly Bean." Replied Tom, Neon frowned at him, Tom stared back, lips pursed. "........ Okay its bread! Now stop staring at me like that its freakin' me out!" Neon stopped staring, and took a bite out of the bread. He sighed happily, seeing as this was the first decent food he'd eaten since he'd gotten on the carriage with Havock for the first time. By now Caleb was waking up, he hoisted himself up with one hand, while moving the blanket down to his waist. He let his feet touch the floor, he then spoke. "Uh, Tom, yesterday I forgot to ask something."

"Hm?" Murmured Tom. "Where are we even going?" Asked Caleb abruptely. Tom answered immediately "We're going to Hinoyfor, Thats the-"

"-The place where Ichiya's fighting" Continued Neon, Tom's eyes had widened at the mention of Ichiya's name, he edged towards Neon "How do you know Ichiya...?". Caleb answered for him. "He's from our hometown, he pretty much raised Neon." Said Caleb, Tom sighed happily "A hero in and out of battle eh?".

"Yeah I gue-.... Wait? In battle? Hero?" Asked Caleb, intrigued. Tom's eyes averted to Caleb "Yes, allow me to tell you a story. When I was in the army....."

This is a blog I decided to write for Jane, please read and comment.

Jane, I want to share some of the wisdom of Bushido with you.

Alot of people will say the things Bushido says are 'corny' and 'cheap'. They're wrong, these things are true in life. I won't tell you death is glorious, because thats something that I follow for my own reasons.

Jane, keep fighting okay? You're too much of a good friend to be lost here, I'll miss you and so will everyone else. If not for yourself then fight for life for us. You love us and we love you. Fortune favours the brave'. 'Together our will is unstoppable'. All of these said by great men and women. They do not mean battle and war, but fighting spiritually, never give up Jane. Maybe God will help.

If you do die, then you shall eternally live, in our hearts. As long as one person fights for a memory, it will never be lost. Your memory will always be with me and I'm sure with many others.If you live, we shall be happier than we have ever been on the hallowed halls of TV.com.

Jane, good luck with cancer, fight the thing my uncle could not.

To Jane Everyone!!