I've been looking back at my blogs, recently, and most of them seem to be downers. Like my life is full of tragedy and sadness, almost to a point where I can be classified as an emo or something. But I guess that isn't true, I like my life... I'm enjoying it to the fullest extent.

On recent breakup news, I still haven't called my "ex-girlfriend" or even talked to her at all this week. Like I said before, I'm trying to give her time to cool down. I'll probably give her a call later today, if not tomorrow. Hopefully she still isn't broken up about it and angry. And yet, I must be the most romantice bastard ever or something. There are girls lining up for me since I broke up with my girlfriend last week... which I find extremely flattering, but weird.

For example, there's this girl in my math class. And for the class, we have to attend about 15 hours of math lab (a place to do math homework and ask for help on math). Anyway, it's been about 9 weeks since the class started, and I haven't completed a single hour of math lab. So this girl asks me if I wanted to go to the math lab with her this week, which I thought was a pretty innocent thing to do, so I went with her. At the math lab, we talked and talked, and didn't actually do any math work, but it was still fun. I told her that that was my first hour of math lab, and she was amazed. Then, out of the blue, she starts making a calendar of dates we're gonna go to the math lab together, which I would have thought was a friendly gesture as well, 'cept she's almost done with her 15 hours. I told her that if we followed the calendar, she would go WAY over the required 15 hours, to which she said "I don't care, and we can go out to lunch afterward!" or something to that extent. I wouldn't have thought anything of it, but when I looked into her eyes as she said it, there was this like twinkle of light in it... and I instantly knew she wanted something more than a friendship.

Another example, I know this girl from my high school who goes to college with me. We would talk back in high school, but we never actually got that close. I saw her the other day, after not seeing her for about a month or so, and she asks me for a ride back home since her friend that usually gives her a ride left early or something, which I think is an innocent request. I give her a ride, and during the ride we talk and talk about stupid things, but it's pretty funny since that's my sense of humor. Then she said she was hungry, I really wasn't but I had nothing else to do so whatever, and we went to a fastfood place. We ordered our things and went to sit down, then our food came and we ate and talked. Then, for no appearent reason, she starts like a mini-food fight with me, which was fun, but then she started like touching me, acting like she was trying to stop me from throwing fries at her, but I knew she was doing it purposely to touch me. And then, she actually fed me a fry... which was so weird!! Friends don't do these kinds of things, especially when I've known her so long and know she doesn't act this way around everyone. So then I took her home, and she said we should do that again sometime. I hate my luck with women...

So that's it. My last blog entrees have been nothing but downers, though I had a reason to be down, but not anymore. I'm gonna enjoy life, and continue to roll with the punches. 'Cause in reality, life has been really good to me, so I shouldn't complain.