I can't even compete anymore. Sometimes I wonder if I should just blow up my computer. I mean obviously no one cares. But I'm trying hard. Some people are just ignorant. But seriously. Why can't they see? It's pretty obvious. Maybe humans are naturally stubborn. Then I wonder if anyone hates me. And, I think they do. So much stuff has just been going on. And I don't want to deal with it. I know I can just talk about it. But will that help? And, call me a coward. But I'm seriously thinking about. It. V_V