I waited 3 weeks for Jess to reply when I asked her out through a text. I just got rejected by her last week. I admitted my feelings for her whilst asking her out to a concert through a text message, and she texted back this -

"I like you alot too and I really enjoy hanging out with you, but I've sort of just started going out with someone else. Lack of money makes concert impossible."

Funny thing is that she flirted with me heavily during a unit I studied over the Summer at university, and it was obvious that we had good chemistry (could tell from body language etc). She also said that we should go out sometime clubbing etc. She would always ask me after class what I was going to do for the rest of the day. She totally seemed that she was looking for a guy to be with...

The last time that I met her in person was in mid-February, where we were at the train station and it was the last teaching day of my Summer unit. She stared into my eyes the whole time, cheekily joked about things, smiled alot, and we talked for about an hour straight. I was mezmerised...and at the same time felt that she could have been my potential girlfriend.

She pulled my strings back then, and I started to like her after a while. Now, she is quite distant in her text replies, and I just can't be bothered pursuing her now. If she wants to meet up with me, then I'll leave that to her ... because if I keep chasing her, I will just lose precious time and get hurt in the process. And I was hurt deeply over the past few days, so much that I lost my appetite for food, became depressed, felt like vomitting whenever I ate, and my heart was beating alot faster...

I truly thought that she was a nice, cheeky, pretty and gentle girl. But now, my opinion has vastly changed

It will be strange if I bump into her at university....

Love is a weird thing.