I am mourning the loss of my access to streaming video at abc.com... While I could deal with having to watch the newest Desperate Housewives at home late sunday night or even monday after work... While I can cope with no longer being able to stream the audio of the episodes to get me through the work day... I CANNOT deal with my current predicament...

I was too tired to watch anything last night... no Smallville.. barely conscious for Supernatural.. so I had to tape Grey's Anatomy - I had considered trying to get up early to watch it before work this morning but still felt tired and figured I would be able to stream it at lunchtime.. Now I can't do that. Not today. Not ever again.

This has put me in a SERIOUSLY bad mood. I may have to go home early to rectify the situation. It would be worth the train fare and the walk home from the station to get away from here and back to Seattle Grace, where I rightfully should be.

It's especially cruel since I had a Grey's dream last night. Judging by those around me (Izzie, Cristina, Alex) and my own behavior, I was Meredith.. and I was quite in love with George - I told him I didn't care what my friends thought, we were very happy and oddly enough McDreamy never even entered into the picture..

Sigh. Grey's withdrawal..