Yeah, since when have I ever stayed on topic..

So I DID re-watch The OC beginning to end, enjoying every moment of Seth & Ryan time! The first season is the best but I love them all for different reasons.. I love Zach and the many lighter moments in season 2.. Mallpisode! and the whole Johnny/Volchok thing in season 3.. even Frank/Julie etc in season 4.. The french plot was sort of stupid but not as bad as trying to focus on Kaitlyn in highschool. Season 4 could have been much better and I wish they'd had more episodes in the final chapter. After wrapping up with gag reels and such I checked out Autumn Reeser in Lost Boys: The Tribe - which was nothing like the cult classic, but certainly entertaining for its poor script and acting Apparently she'll be in a new CW sunday show, Valentine about gods?? I'll give it a shot but it sounds like it will get the axe even if its good.

Current full series re-viewing.. Dawson's Creek Oh, the drama! Did I ever mention I've been in love with Joshua Jackson since Mighty Ducks?? So yeah, I'm a sucker for Pacey I'm only on the 2nd episode, but I'm sure the next blog will be Creek-centric..

Watched plenty of indie flick comedies this year. Off the top of my head I liked Bickford Schmeckler's Cool Ideas, Charlie Bartlett and Wriscutters: A Love Story the most.. Most big screen and rental movies are a blur since I see so many - and lately I've been more into my music / concerts..

I did the Bamboozle (mostly for Jacks Mannequin) and Warped tour.. This year I got to see Stone Temple Pilots and Foo Fighters for the first time, and they both rocked. The STP show in Atlantic City was AMAZING, especially because I was front and center and Scott was in top form! My most recent concert experience was Good Charlotte - twice in one week I saw them on the Soundtrack of your Summer tour with Metro Station, but they only got to play 11 songs.. Even though many of them were personal favorites I needed to see them headline. Luckily for me even though their solo tour was over prior to SoYS (I caught that tour in Atlantic City earlier this year) they added ONE date this weekend to play a hometown show and visit their families before returning to CA.. So I drove from Philly to Baltimore for the club show! The energy intense and I was about 4 people deep from the stage on Benji's side so I had a pretty good view most of the night. I won't get into the few rude people that were a bit of a distraction.. I think you find those types at most live shows unfortunately. Even though I liked the AC set better because they played Victims of Love and The World is Black.. it was something else being so close to them, especially when Benji played acoustic for Emotionless.. I hope they tour again soon - I never get tired of seeing them play

There's a free show this weekend for Candlebox / Local H / Carolina Liar / Desoto Jones.. The next BIG act I'm seeing is Weezer - I'm not hardcore or anything but I really liked their first few albums in high school so it will be cool to see them live as long as they do some of the old material! The night before that I may head to Hoboken to check out Kris Roe of the Ataris play an acoustic set of Blue Skies Broken Hearts Next 12 Exits. Ataris are cutting a new album and touring next year so I'll finally get to see them. Still waiting on news for the November tour for the Smashing Pumpkins 20th Anniversary.. and if STP will add a Philly/NYC date before this tour is over.

I'm debating traveling on a Wed night to go see Cake in North NJ since there's no dates in Philly and they seem like they'd be fun live. I might even go to Hackensack in late October to see Just Surrender w/ White Tie Affair at School of Rock.. hopefully JS will play more from the new album this time! I really liked Farewell the last time I saw them live, but I doubt that I'm going to blow off the TWO HOUR FALL PREMIERE of GREYS ANATOMY!! Maybe they'll schedule another date close by. As it stands I'm debating whether or not I'm going to delay viewing the Oct 9th episode to see Cobra Starship/Forever the Sickest Kids since Hit The Lights is opening for them and I'd love to see Nick sing again, though nothing will beat the intimacy of being a few feet from him in a small church basement show! In November I'll likely be seeing Metro Station for the 3rd time this year and Every Avenue for the 4th.. just a fun live show, you know? That's also when the RockBand tour rolls through with Panic At The Disco, Dashboard Confessional, Plain White T's and The Cab.. I hear Panic! puts on a good show but really I want to hear Chris Carraba sing live

So Gossip Girl and One Tree Hill return next monday, just in time for my birthday!! Season 5 of OTH comes out on DVD today! I know it wasn't the strongest season but there were definitely some great episodes last year. I have to decide whether or not to tape the Sept 22nd episodes and go to see EMPIRE RECORDS on the big screen.. Its my favorite movie and I never got to see it in the theater. At the same time, Movie Mondays at Troc are more like watching Rocky Horror - its fairly interactive and loud. If they're fellow EMPIRE fans though it could be a good time.. Its not exactly Sophie's choice or whatever - I just don't want to miss OTH and then people are rude etc during my #1 film.. but this is probably the last time I'll have a chance to see it in a theater. Choices..

Words of wisdom from Lucas (Rory Cochrane):

"I am guided by a force much greater than luck."

"In this life there are nothing but possibilities."

"What's with today, today?"

"Always play with their minds.."

"Who knows where thoughts come from? They just appear."

What the hell? You have to pick a category for your blogs now? I guess a lot has changed since I last logged in eons ago.. I mean I check tv.com all the time for episode guides and such but I haven't blogged since I last got in trouble at work..

So I just read my last blog, apparently it was Grey's Anatomy themed.. which is appropriate since I'm currently re-watching the series.. already back to season 4.. It will be over soon and I'll still have to pine til the fall. I thought it was funny that I apparently had a dream about George, though I stand by the fact that he's the boy I love most on the show.. though I still want Izzie and Alex together next year! And more of Derek and Mark bonding.. I'm such a dork!

So my newest love is Stone Temple Pilots.. I heard they were reuniting and I loved their radio singles so I got tickets to the now infamous PNC show. Before the concert rolled around, as is typical of me, I got all their albums and started brushing up.. and I fell in love with all of it - mostly their second album, Purple.. with songs like Silvergun Superman and Still Remains.. Well even after the apparent debacle at my show where Scott showed up an hour late, the crowd nearly rioted and he was apparently off key and missed lines throughout the night I was too enchanted to notice.. and post show I got really into various live recordings.. and their final album, Shangri-La Dee Da. Seriously, just listen to the song Bi-Polar Bear. Anyways, I'm completely infatuated with Scott's voice, so he has to get better, stay clean and stay alive...

I revisited an old love, Smashing Pumpkins.. I'm always so obsessed with Siamese Dream (Mayonaisse, sigh) and the first disc of Mellon Collie and the Infinite Sadness that I barely get around to listening to the second disc, much less older albums like Gish and Pisces Iscariot, or the later Machina.. but damn if it isnt all awesome. Ok, some songs at the end of disc 2 of MC are a little weird and folky but Bodies, Thru the Eyes of Ruby.. those songs make up for it right? Listening to Pisces I was like wow theres a strong similarity to Siamese Dream in some of these songs.. somehow I'd forgotten it was a collection of B sides and rarities from that era.. I keep hearing SP when I tune into Radio 104.5, plus I'm pretty sure I heard Doomsday Clock from Zeitgeist in an ad for The Incredible Hulk this morning?

I've been listening to a lot of old favorite albums lately.. Ben Folds 5, Guster, Counting Crows, Bosstones, Ataris.. Actually I've just been listening to a lot of music lately, period. New music, old music, I'm a junkie. I may not have the terms down yet, but I certainly have a lot to say about the good and bad releases lately.. but I'll get into that another time.

For those that know me, its been months, many many months since Ive watched any significant amount of Friends episodes which is very strange for me. It was my drug.. but if I was ever going to watch any other show or movie I had to let it go for a while. As a result Ive seen a crazy amount of anime, including the so cute Angelic Layer and the somewhat depressing Saikano.. but also shows like ALIAS which was freaking awesome, and old favorites Roswell, Felicity, Sex and the City from beginning to end. I miss Dawsons Creek so I may have to watch that next - it is summer after all.. oh! And the OC I love Gossip Girl, but its not the same as Seth & Ryan time!

Hmm what am I looking forward to? Besides all my concerts, of which I can never see too many.. Besides Wall-E which comes out next week? Definitely new episodes of Grey's.. One Tree Hill.. oh, and Eli Stone - how could you not love Johnny Lee Miller??

Ah. Its been a while since Ive done this blogging thing but I might start up again.. I've kind of missed it.

I guess thats it for now..

I am mourning the loss of my access to streaming video at abc.com... While I could deal with having to watch the newest Desperate Housewives at home late sunday night or even monday after work... While I can cope with no longer being able to stream the audio of the episodes to get me through the work day... I CANNOT deal with my current predicament...

I was too tired to watch anything last night... no Smallville.. barely conscious for Supernatural.. so I had to tape Grey's Anatomy - I had considered trying to get up early to watch it before work this morning but still felt tired and figured I would be able to stream it at lunchtime.. Now I can't do that. Not today. Not ever again.

This has put me in a SERIOUSLY bad mood. I may have to go home early to rectify the situation. It would be worth the train fare and the walk home from the station to get away from here and back to Seattle Grace, where I rightfully should be.

It's especially cruel since I had a Grey's dream last night. Judging by those around me (Izzie, Cristina, Alex) and my own behavior, I was Meredith.. and I was quite in love with George - I told him I didn't care what my friends thought, we were very happy and oddly enough McDreamy never even entered into the picture..

Sigh. Grey's withdrawal..