Tuesday, Aug 15, 2006
It doesn't even matter that time is an illusion; the days seem to be getting shorter and shorter. I'm not talking about the length of the daylight hours, mind you. I'm talking about the days themselves. Twenty-four hours is not as long as it used to be. I can remember, as a kid, the days seemed to drag on, to run together, especially in the summer. Three months was a lifetime. Nowadays, it's up by 6:15, to work by 8, lunch at 11:30, home at 5, to bed at 12, and so on and so forth. Time as a commodity is hitting a high water mark in worth, but it seems to disappear like smoke in a breeze. I try to slow down often, to conserve as much time as I can, but I'm always busy. So much to do, so little time to do it. I can barely catch a good couple of hours gaming on the weekdays. Gone are the marathon sessions of old; the days of my youth long past. I try to squeeze in a sit-in (4 hours+) or two a month, but I always end up paying for it. I haven't even been on the site as much these past few months. I pray the illusion slows down enough for me to catch my breath, physically, mentally, and spiritually. For now, however, I'm just trying not to lose my grip on the wheel.
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