There it is

In plain black and white

The hate you have for me

I noe you dont care

So stop lieing to me

Im not a lil girl anymore

You say im the mean one

when i try not to yell

you always kill me over

Why do you treat me like this

do you not love your lil girl

do you want me dead?

Have you ever wish you didnt have me

Mommy please say you love me

You never say you love me

Fine ill run away

ill runaway forever

you'll only me see me when you die

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hey everyone! Long time since ive been on. Umm, this is a poem i jus wrote ^ ^ ^ ^ Ive had a bad day and i needed to vent. The basic story behind this poem is that my mom has been really mean to me, adn i feel like she hates me, so on so forth. yup, thats jus about it!

~BellaPassion

so yeah! my vacation has pretty much sucked... and i am happy to be going back to skool! wow never thought i would say that.... lol!

well i got a lot for christmas... mainly girl stuff that most of u wouldnt care about!

then i brought in the new year with my family by watchin tv shows that not many of us like... nice huh!? yeah so that was pretty boring!

so besides for everythign that happend at the beggining of vacation it has been prertty boring! well until thursday and then today!!

so on thursday one of my "friends"decided to get all moody wit me adn start a fight!! and said some things to me that no girl should ever hear from a "friend"! so now she thinks we're friends again... but she has a nothr idea on friend then i do i guess............then today this girl on the skool soccer team got all mad at me for no reason wat so ever! i jus told her what i thought of all the parents taking their kids out of after skool activities because of the shooting! its stupid really!! adn i told her if she lived in my old town the parents wouldnt think that! adn she started dissing on my old town!! so if she wants to fight wit me... she sure it gonna win!! but like i wont let her get to me! shes jus a hater and jealous of me right!?

yeha so thats jus about it! oh... by the way for those of u who asked the blog////// below this is a poem! so yeah! srry if it didnt seem that way

I heart someone i can never have

Why cant i have the one i love

Why does love hate me so

Iwant him to love me

As much a i love him

Heres my life, take it now

The death of my heart then came

Only shortly after you broke it in two

My love then died too

I never knew a broken heart could hurt so much

Deep inside I lost my soul

My spirt wasn't far behind

We were just friends

That's what you said

Although you do not know

A friend doesnt kill the other

The kill may not been seen

But it shall be felt

Every breathe I take

I die a little more

Every tear I cry

Is the for the final good-bye

So now my life ends

With this, my final breath

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