2 times I tried my hardest in an online relationship, & 2 times...I gave all I had for no reason, cuz im not that one who gave up. So I think maybe...if I can find someone like me, that will not give up...it can work somehow. I've learned a lot about Love...just observing, & from my own experiences. Any relationship can grow & flourish when enough effort is put into it, everything depends on the actions we all take & in every word we speak, there is so much more than just Fate. I dont know if I believe in Fate & Destiny, I think what we do changes our path, its not a path thats chosen for us, we create the path ourselves in every action & every choice. Any Relationship is worth the effort, just dont give in, & keep taking care of it, its like a plant...& the more you tend to it, the more it grows. Love is just like that. & my love is eternal...it will go on forever, just dont let it completely wither away & anything is possible. I think we all should walk our own paths & cut the strings of the puppet master. We choose our fate in the end. Just remember, everything depends on the actions we take & the effort we all put into our relationships. U say u Love someone...u better back it up with effort, dont F*ck it all up. Quit trying & it falls apart, I only say I love someone If I mean it. Im not playing around with Love...thats like playing with fire, someone always gets burned. I've been burned alot, & its not my fault...someone flinched & I took the burn for it. Anyone worthy of holding my heart wont crush it. I have enough scars...need someone to heal those wounds. Love is just another way to say u care alot for someone, so if u care for someone with enough feeling, u Love them. If not then...dont bother with trying. Im sick of seeing some b*tch & whine about having someone to hold, then they get a great girl/guy, & what do they do? Thats right...they quit, they ignore, they F*ck it up, they spit in that persons face, & then the good person gets hurt...but they move on. & eventually they find themselves with someone that would never hurt them...would never quit trying, would never give in. Me im one never to let u down, & IF I do anything...I have the guts to TRY my hardest to fix it. Might say im a rare case now a days, where most dont care, I am fighting to prove how different I am from most, need a good chance tho, thats all...one good chance to prove myself. I been lied to, hurt, & yea...someone has basically spit in my face b4. If I have ever said...that I Love u. I meant it. If ever trying things with me, know that...I'll do just about anything to make it work. Just keep me informed & tell me if something is wrong, & dont give up cuz of one small problem, or u never Loved at all in the magnitude u should have. Now...My Heart's on an auction, it goes out to the Highest Bid, but I aint talkin money, my Heart's special, needs something...different. All it ever asked for was just a lil Love...but no one seems to have the Love it needs, its mostly Poisoned Love I get, or false Love. Im a negative lookin for a positive, a spark to light my fire u might say. If u hold my Heart, I'll hold urs...& believe me, I take care of what I hold close. I never set out to hurt, when I take a Heart, I want to hold it with Love & Caring. & Im always tryin my best to make right choices & not let ppl down. I always give everything I have to give. & Soon...very soon, I hope to prove what I can do. I just need a decent chance, with someone who can help me heal these damned wounds I have, & make me happy. I say once again, remember...my friends, all of u in ur relationships, just try ur best, put the effort into it & dont give up on each other. Ur lucky u all have someone to say they Love u each day. Thats all I ever wanted, & what Im ever searching for. Someone to care for me, & Love me...for just who I am. & Know that I will Love her with all my heart. & u can ask anyone, just how trustworthy I really am, Im worth more than ppl think...its time for me to prove im not a worthless piece of sh*t just need one good chance & a willing Heart. Good Luck to u all in ur Relationships, Online or Not. I wish u all well, if ever u need any advice or just to talk about anything, let me know. Im here...always, ur all important to me.

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