Ok i return! Dont feel like blogging anymore lately, but im single again, Alicia & i had some probs & she wouldnt try as much as i was hoping to help me fix it. So yea. I am done. I love her to death still, but i dont want someone that dk what she wants & wont try to help make it work. I cant say. I do still Love her, Its just taken a hit...once again. Still the only reason i can cry, which is one thing that makes her important to me. I just wish things would go my way for once...but hey XD Im happy with it!
Main reason i was depressed & kinda Emo-ish, was all the unresolved things between us, cuz it was like...we had a "talk" & it never got fully resolved, & or i never got the answer i wanted or needed. So things built up & got me down, thats the best way to explain it for me...sorry XD
Anyways Im happy with it, lately im good. So how is my ppl here on Tv.com? Do Tell. PM me or Just leave a Comment. By all means My friends. I should prolly change my Profile here...but im too lazy XD
Im single! Any takers? XD ok maybe im kidding...maybe...just maybe. 
Take care friends! Love u all (even tho i dont & wont admit to the guys XD) Ur all awesome!
Main friends : Liz, Kaylee, Rica, Sootie, Xem (Some secret guy XD) & of course Carlos. U guys r great! Thanx for being there & all.
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Sending hugs your way... and I know that this is probably what you seriously don't want to hear right now, but in the past when I experienced breakups, I received the best advice that is 100 percent true: when one door closes, another one opens. A new "one" always comes along.Hang in there, kid.
& yes...it does suck when things go that way. Im sorry to hear that, maybe u can work something out...knowing u, im sure u will. I Hope for the best for u Rica ^^
Thanx again.
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