In the end it doesn't even matter,

In the end, when your world comes to shatter,

In the end, when you..ve lost your ability to care,

In the end, when you realize life was never fair

In the end, when you`re caught in the middle of your lies,

In the end, when you just want to drop down and slowly die,

In the end, you want to do whatever it takes,

In the end, you realize you..re no different than the rest of those fakes

In the end, you leave nothing worth to remember

In the end, your life was but a bleak December,

In the end, your time has come,

In the end, your will be done

In the end, death is quite near,

In the end, death shows no fear.

In the end, death welcomes with a chilling embrace,

In the end, you follow, saving yourself the shameful disgrace

so what do u all think?? damm i can`t wait until i get back to watch avatar again

i'm in mexico!!! everythings in spanish, i can't really understand if i tried, or at least i don't want to

hey did u all know that in mexico the question marks and exlamation points are upside down?¡¿!

cool ain't it?¿ lol

im doin good, just bored and on my uncle's laptop for a while

i miss all my friends, including all you avatards

can't wait to go home, even though i just got here lol

haha the neighbors are drug dealers...i wonder....haha

hope to hear from u all soon

don't know when i'll be on hopefully soon

i listened to that song violet hill by coldplay. man they are an awsome band! even my uncle, who doesn't know what the songs says or means, likes it too

love you all

-A&P

is that his/her name? i heard he she was a troll. what happened? was i away THAT long?!?! how come nobody ever tells me anything? man, this is just like when my parents forgot me at the mall! they didn't tell me they were leaving :

so what did i miss? and for those of you who have not heard, i'm back...WITH A VENGANCE!!!

please be kind and comment my previous blog, the one with the depressing poems please.

what is your favorite song? movie? fruit? game? web site? band?

mine is anything linkin park, the song viva la vida by coldplay, mangoes, and myspace. i dont play video games but i like mario, man that is classic

1. What is your first name?
janet

2. What is your favorite food?
hot cheetos and anything italian

3. What school did you go to?
not saying...STALKER!!!

4. What is your favorite color?
black

5. Who is your celebrity crush?
daniel radcliff

6. Who is our favorite disney princess?
Huh?

7. What is your favorite drink?
coke and ginger ale

8. What is your dream vacation?
venice italy

9. What is your favorite store?
hot topic

10. What do you want to be when you grow up?
i get paid 200 an hour ...WHERE'S MA MONEY!?!

11. What do you love most in life?
my family and friends...some more than others

12. One word that describes you?
indescribable...oh what now?

13. What are your dreams about?
Wouldn't you like to know? PERVERT

14. What do you dread right now? not being with friends

you can take this, cause i stole this from others lol