itz been so long since my last post... *ahem* during my absence i've played (still playing0 grandia 3 and suikoden 5 anywayz i'm nearing the end of both games...


and can i say the same for my studies? maybe... one more late and i will be graded F.A. by my prof... i've already had many many absences and lates that my prof just cant take it anymore... the same goes for my P.E.


i'm trying to survive the first semester of my college life so... well pray for me or sumthin...

this is my first day going to college as a freshman... and as i climbed up into the bus heading to my university... i saw in my eyes that i was entering a new chapter in my life while the other chapters are still incomplete... i felt the deepest, lowest, heaviest feeling in my heart... i felt as if i wanted to shed a tear... because i wanted to relive my past... because i regret not enjoying it the first time around...

how sad can ones life be? if its filled with regret - regret thats longing for the past to come back...