Recently I had to sacrifice something very close and meaningful to me...which will always have a very...very special place in my heart...and my soul...

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My beloved...Weighted Companion Cube!

I'll never forget you,little WCC!

Not so much fun times at the O.K. corral...

I'm ****ing bored so I'm going to force you to read about my thoughts... >__>

Well,my isomnia and depression are still existaint...every day I'm growing more and more anti-social and detached from society,well for good reason.

People are just ****ed up these days...they're all the same.Teenage society especially.

Girls thinking they need to have sex with this certain guy becuase it would raise her status with her friends.Another girl dresses like a damn hooker because it's the only way she knows how to grab the opposite sex's attention...sad.And the one who had sex...it seemed cool for a while,but then she gets pregnant,and the ****wad bastard she calls her 'boyfriend' bails on her...leaving her alone to struggle with her newborn.Another life swirls down the drain...

As for guys,most don't give a ****;all they're out for is an object to suit they're intimate needs.Why can't you just respect women,see from their point of view? As amazingly shocking as it may seem...there's better things than sex. Others think they understand women,and state that attractive girls have it the easiest in life...lawl,don't make me laugh.You think being harrased by perverts or looked at for only sexual reasons in easy,dude?...Naw...NO ONE...has it easier than a certain group of other people when it comes to forms of attraction.Whatever class you happen to fall into,you're gonna have your faults.

Pier Pressure.Why can't you just say 'no'? Just cause everyone else is doing it,doesn't mean it's the 'cool thing to do'.Is smoking pot just because everybody else is doing it,any different from dressing up as a meatloaf,and jumping into a body of water infested with hungry piranhas for the same reason?

Finally,this is absurd.This girl that used to be my best friend,once complained about how bad it was that she wasn't like those damn platic barbie dolls on the cheerleading squad.Why? First off,why would you even think of being someone else? You are your own person...you're unique,if you were to take on the form of some ivy league dumbass just cause that's what 'all the guys are interested in',you'd lose your induviduality,you would lose what makes you special...you'd lose...you.You'd be no different than a robot fresh off NASA'S assembily line.

She(my former friend) was a beautiful girl...and she didn't see it.Just because she succumed to the teenage mentality and society than brainwashes kids today.Hell,this mentality even goes for adults...it's just sick.

Yay.I finally made it to the damn 10th Prestige in Call of Duty 4...

Sheesh,those last 5 levels of the 9th felt like walking 300 miles in the Sahara...at least it paid off and now I can officially say I have no life and that I pwn you in CoD4...leave now...before I activate the C4s I've remotley placed under all of your office chairs.