I've been back from my vacations only
two weeks and I'm already running low of energy. I've been extremely
tired lately, I have no idea if it's because I have to work or it's the
thyroid bothering me once more. This is getting annoying! I'm not sure
how I'm going to survive working and studying this year if my body
doesn't respond! I could spend all day sleeping... but then when I
finally get up I'd be as tired as if I hadn't slept at all!!

Anyway,
let's change the subject. What have I've been up to?! Well not much. I
did went to the movies about two Friday's ago. I watched Apocalypto,
the Mel Gibson movie. It was pretty cool, though I do have to say it's
scary because of the violence. I mean, can human beings really get to
that point?! The worse thing is that we actually can be. And that is
really sad. I know that if you are born in a certain society those
things might be considered to be part of who you are supposed to be.
But no matter what life is the most sacred thing a human being has, no
one has the right to decide who lives and dies, except God of course.
Either way, I did like the movie. Because besides the fact that it
dealt with a lot of violence the main idea is that someone can survive
through pretty much anything for the love of their family.

Next
thing in my list is of course, ER!!  The last two episodes where
amazing! Especially "Murmurs of the Heart" I was on the verge of my
seat almost through out! I felt sorry and angry at Ames because of what
he was doing, but most of all scared of what he might do to Luka. It
was a really good episode and then last Thursday something great
happened for Luby fans!! In "Dying is Easy..." we finally got to see
Abby grow and face her fears giving a step forward and telling Luka she
wants to spend the rest of her life with him!! YEY!! *does happy dance*
Can you believe it?! It was a beautiful moment, though I would've liked
to see what happened afterward!!

*Thinks* What else?! Eh... I
think that would be it for now, I should be getting some sleep, once
again it's 1:11 am and I'm awake. I think I have a problem... I have a
lot of trouble getting to sleep even when I'm exhausted and then I have
a lot of trouble getting up. Hopefully this will end soon... but who
knows!

Well, let's hope you all have a wonderful week! Sweet dreams or good morning! Whatever!

PS: I posted this in my livejournal, I've been trying to make the format fit but it's just making me angry so it's gonna stay as it comes out. Sorry.

Ok, I did enjoy this episode though I wasn't expecting much at all.

I did find Luka kind of odd this week but then again, there is no easy way to tell someone they are fired. How do you tell someone that was here before you, that took the blame for Clemente (which was her fault), that's she's fired? Kerry used to be a really eh (not to use improper language)... annoying sometimes regarding other issues, but I think her character has developed incredibly over the past two seasons. She has been portraid more human, with real feelings not some cold hearted person.

Of course Kerry's relationship with Abby is close. She was there when she had the miscarriage, Henry was born, when Sandy died... But then again Luka was the first to know she was gay But then again we did know Luka was being pressured to cut an attending. Abby knew that... what was she expecting? She works there, she know who those people are. Someone was going to fall. The issue is that Luka is the Chief and he is the one that has to take responsability and do his job. He can't discuss those matters with Abby. If she didn't work in the hospital and didn't know the people... maybe. But she does! So it's too subjective... She doesn't have a saying on it. They need to keep their personal life outside the ambulance bay when it comes handling the ER and it's managament.

After all of this I have to say, I wasn't expecting Kerry to leave at all. But then again I think the story with the diabetic - Hurricane Katrina survivor made Kerry realize that it might be time to move on. Not because she was being forced to but because she had the choice to do something else, a choice that was hers only. She could fight and stay in the ER or be useful some place else. A choice that actually her patient didn't have. To stay in New Orleans and to keep her leg, someone made the choice for her.

When Kerry was talking about Sandy, how she died and how she needs to move on... I had a flashback to Luka and how he had to leave Croatia to move on. Do you see a theme here? Even Elizabeth Corday went back to England after Mark died... Wow!

Now regarding Pratt, I think Luka was feeling guilty about Kerry when Pratt gave him his news so he was more condescendent due to that fact. Either way I think Pratt should've seen that one coming when he took the meds to the Church. I think this matter isn't settled and we are gonna see more of this soon.

The whole Alex story with the credit card didn't surprise me at all. the Grandma was funny, Sam's family is all messed up too! I thought she came from a good family and she was the black sheep but it turns out that she is not!

And then the whole Meg / Gates story is making me kind of tired. Though I'm a little scared of Gates of how he reacted towards Meg, jamming her to the wall. Neela needs to forget about Gates and go to Ray or I might go on a strike!

Ok, I think I've written enough about this. My back is killing me... *sighs* Hope this isn't too confusing.

I've been trying to add Dawson's Creek to my favorite shows for days now and nothing happens. Is someone else having the same problem with other shows? I was able to add others but that one. If someone knows what's going on please tell me I would appreciate it... Thanks!!