Yes, today was the day ... the first of three final exams for A-levels ... god, I have never been so afraid of something in my whole life!Okay, I am kind of a coward, since I apt to panic even before tests in minor subject ... but I guess if a test means so much for your future and stuff it would be unnatural if you were now worrying ... only that my concerns were not from this world ... I couldn't sleep the whole night long, my heart was beating so fast I thought I would just faint ... now I slightly know what a nervous breakdown could look like ... anyway in school, when we were give the text and the question sheets it wasn't that bad anymore ... suddenly I just realised that if I hade made it three years, I would be able to stand this last challenge also!And I did it the text was okay, the quetions also and despite the fact that I wrote three whole pages commenting on whether I am optimistic regarding immigration, before I realised that the question had nothing to do with immigration but whether I am optimistic about the21th century (I nearly DIED when I realised that) but fortunately I had one hour left so I just wrote another comment ... and now I am home, on Monday is the nex exam and I am wondering if it's normal to be SO panic-stricken? I mean, it's a test, even if I fail the world is not going to end ... and plus, I can't stand that pressure anymore ... god, still thinking about what I wrote and whether that makes sense ... just want to forget everything about it ... but cannot

Yes, I AM lucky!

I got 15 remarkable points in my Religion test

I'm happy, even if that didn't free me from playing soccer till 5 o'clock in spite of the 28 degrees ....

As Germany is host of the World Championships watching the games ist just inevitable and so will I - with some friends and some bottles of beer

Yeeha ...!

Finally I got through a 4-hour-long VIT (very important test ) in Politics ... 4 hours in a hot, stuffy room with no fresh air to breathe at all, but I survived it with no harmful effects, at least they're not visible yet 

After having spent almost the whole Tuesday on a boat with the whole school (!!!), going the Rhine up and down and even not being able to enjoy two brand new ER episodes as I was still learning in the evening, I can finally lay back and relax ... a whole half a day ...

....because tomorrow studying continues ...

.... VIT in English on Monday

by the way: anybody ever written a summary, analysis, essay or whatever on "Out of place" by Joyce Carol Oates ???