After writing this history essay, I took the time to clear out my documents folder. In doing so I revisted my first four chapters of "Finding Fiesel" and made the abrupt decision to "rebirth" Fiesel in my head.

My imaginary menace is going to be making a reappearance soon! Whether that strikes you as a good thing or a long, dull thing, it won't be exactly what you may be expecting. The story "Finding Fiesel" has been on long term hiatus -obviously- and will probably stay that way for a while. I don't want to write such a strangely distrubing and [honestly] very dull story quite yet. Instead, the 11 year old girl is going to continue her everyday happenings at Elwynn elementary with upperclassman Bridger Fiador, best friend Jorrie McDowell, and everybody in between.

Like I said before..."Finding Fiesel" will still not be continued. Instead, I am going to write a series of shorter, more light-hearted tales of her every-day...not life threatening... struggles. She won't be as depressed and things (hopefully) won't be so drawn out. Stories will still be told from multiple prospectives and just to keep things straight she is still a foster girl. I don't believe that this i.o.a will be able to get my main story back on track, but it will help the reader and me grow to the characters even more.

If I can, I am simply going to post the stories right here on TV.com, but if not I will put them on fanfiction. =) Hope I can entertain you at some point, I know my stories have a strong tendency to be duuuul. Maybe these shorter ones will help me with that =)

~Tyler

Oh yeah, if you have no idea what I'm talking about, you can take a glance and the story I've started called "Finding Fiesel"
Right Hereto get the basic idea. If you actually intend to read it all, make sure you've got a maybe 20-25 minutes.

After just now conjuring up that long catch-up "thesis" (lol), I realized something.

I started on this site just after grade 7..and now I'm in grade 10. I'm not sure why that feels like such a big deal, but it's just like...wow. You can look through my posts and really almost all of the major life highlights in the last 3 years. It's crazy.

I've known you all for a lot longer than I ever thuoght, and you know a lot more about me than I thought. But what can I say, you are pretty much awesome! =D

Yes, I once again have taken a random leave without much notice. And so I will do as I tradionally do and relapse the last few months of my life in a couple brief paragraphs! Feel free to comment without actually reading, I know I can ramble! =D

Well when I graduated from Tandem Productions, I really got lost in life for a while. I just didn't really know what to do and kinda isolated myself for a while. Fortuneatly, my friends were able to get my life back on track (away from the continual thoughts of my Tandem friends which I will, of course, see even less now). And with my life being set on track, I've discovered a few new intrests, been trying a few new things, and trying to slow down grade 10 a little bit so I don't graduate High School too soon.

One just notable intrest of mine that has recently surfaced is my massive liking of Movie Soundtracks! I've discovered how personally satisfying it is to really unravle a movie soundtrack start-to-finish, over analyze the musicality of it and just enjoy it all. I have been spending a lot of time learning about orchestration, band construction, and music compotistion in hopes of someday actually being able to learn how to write music scores for movies! That's my NEW hopful career, whether or not this one dies out like the rest have before it! LOL (I change my mind too much -_-)

Grade 10 keeps me pretty hammered down with classes, particularly Chemistry and Algerbra II. Those two classes alone manage to keep me tied for quite a while each night, but it hasn't gotten out of hand yet. =)

This year's musical at the high school is called "Meet Me in St. Louie", you've probably heard the name somewhere. It's going to be starting the first day after Christmas break and I'm uber excited because I actually got a lead part as a grade 10 kid! I'm satisfied on all levels for sure!

I don't remember if I told you before or not, but I'm working the movie theater now!! It's a wonderful job and we all have a great time working. (It sometimes seems more like play than work lol) And that takes up my time on weekends and various weekdays.

Writing is not nearly as much a part of me as it once was. I quit writing Finding Fiesel when I relized I was becoming a little too emotionally attached to my own fictional character (yeah, I'm a weirdo). I know I didn't say it then, so I might as well say it now: I couldn't let anything happen to Fiesel. She was becoming way too much a part of me and I wouldn't let anything bad happen to her...and the story needed something bad to happen...so I quit writing. LOL. I may continue it someday, but probably not too soon. (Just admit it, I'm just weird that way)

SO THAT'S WHERE IVE BEEN!

I really do apologize for the length of that. And no, I seriously don't mind if you didn't take the time to read all of that. If you did, awesome, if you didn't, awesome. Just a little more insight to my life, unclear if you actually want(ed) it or not. Heh, nonetheless, that's where I've been. I'll try to write a few more short blogs before I randomly disapear again, which I hope I don't do at all.

Until I type again, with many cheers for you!

~Tyler