Yup as some of you know today's my Birthday......Yeah i know...i should be all happy and ecstatic or whatever but i'm not like most people soo....it's not really something a look forward to...especially right now...

Yeah school hasn't shown me much love lately. I'm currently flunking most of cla-ss-es and most teachers have just decided to give up on me...or use me as an example of a student you don't want to become. Yeah i mean at school i'll just laugh it off or go along with it but deep inside it really does hurt...alot. I know i can do wayyy better but it's just i dunno i've never really liked doing schoolwork....yes i know what you're thinking...."claudia just do the work and it'll pay off" but you have no idea what situation i'm really in...and because of whats going on i really don't find a reason of why i should keep trying.

And i've been really confused about many things lately...School, friends, life, me, and it's just one huge rollercoaster ride of emotions. I've recently started writting in a diary cuz i don't really trust blogs that much, and it's kinda helped me relax a little but i still go to sleep with this feeling of lonelyness and confusion. I dunno why i'm going through all this. Like my friend said i have my "emo moments" and it's true i guess. aghhh i have to get everything straight or else i feel like i'm gonna burst and do something i'll regret....

Anyways.....

Have i mentioned how much i love Jenne and Lani and new buddy Eric?! They're too flippin' cool!! Last night or this morning i guess they sang Happy Birthday to me and i got a new banner from jenne that was soo hotttt my computer almost failed

thanks soo much sis!! and the song was just amazing from all of you. I also wanna give the BIGGEST HUG EVER to everyone who said Happy Birthday! I love ya ll tons!! You guys are some of the greatest people ever...especially when i'm feeling down you guys are there for me and i thank you guys for that. I don't know what i'd do witout the Hiphuggers Crew and everyone i've met here i know this is getting sappy but i just wanted you guys to know that. When i have the worst day at school or at home i know i can come here and wash away all the negative. well with that said

I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! THANKS FOR EVERYTHING!!!!!

-claudia out

Sorry for the lame tittle but it's true!!! well i can only speak for my school i dunno about your. It seems that everyone is either hooking up, breaking up, or making out Like half of the time they're all over each other during rehersals, during cla-ss after cla-ss and even infront of the teacher. But anyways they're all awesome people so if they wanna be open about their sexuality and their love then GO FOR IT!! Just please stop making out long enogh to memorize your lines and when someone walks into the room and you're there cuddling please at least aknowledge the person before continuing. LOL

Okay i know i havent been on this awesome site in such a long time, and i'm sorry that i've negletted you wonderfully cool people but i've been drowning myself in hw, school, college brochures, and work. I've been having my emo moments again. NO!!! dont call me emo, i just happen to have my ups and down k? hehehe Allright so back to topic.... Yeah i've been really busy and stuff. Like a typical day for me would be wake up, go to school at 6:30am, JROTC practice, swim practice, helping out the drama team, then getting something to eat, getting home at like 9:00 pm then hw, shower and then crash to sleep at like 2:00am so yeah it's been hectic. But luckily we had spring break this past week so i had some time to relax but most of the time i was at JROTC leadership camp so i wasn't home. and i dunno i've been really cofused about some stuff so i've started drawing and writting on my diary (yes!! i keep a diary) to let everything out. And my B-day is coming up and i hate it cuz it's always a lonely sad day. I'm like one of those people who celebrates by themselves and well basically just treats it like any other day. Besides i'm working that day so no party. =( hmm at school i'll pretend like its nothing but in reality i really wish i could be happy and ecstatic about that day but yeah...thats not gonna happen. =( anyways...wow...i keep going off topic

more about leadership camp........

ok so camp is this 4-day camp that takes place in an Army training facility. We reppealed from a 4 story wall, marched 9 miles the first night there, did Physical Training at 5am, were tought survival training, did 2 obstacle courses, and much more....(if you guys want picture just ask me for the link to them) in the end we won the Trophy for best Battalion (School) so yay!! =D

okay so now thats outta the way it's time for a mini-party. because CSI: MIami is back and a new episode airs tonight!! To the hiphuggers crew this might be the episode we've been waitng for!!!! Hiphugger-ness!!! yay!!! so on with the party...

Stomper from the Oakland A's MLB Team WOOOO!!!

more dancing to awesome music.....

PIZZA!! cuz we gotta eat....

and SODA!!!!......

and last but not least...COFFEE ICE CREAM!!! the bestest thing next to CSI: Miami

well hope you guys can forgive me for not being here.

LOVE YA ALL!!! MISS YA HIPHUGGERS CREW AND ALL MY BUDDIES!!!!

-CLAUDIA IS OUT =D

Okay so i finally post this...yup i stole it from jenne soo SHHHH

Section 1: HAVE YOU EVER...

1....cheated on someone? nope...on a test....maybe...

2....fallen off the bed? i think it happened like once.....probably hurt also LOL

3....broken someone's heart? nope i don't do that.....Karma will come back to get cha if you do

4....had your heart broken? yeah kind of. and i hope no one has to go through it cuz it sucks

5....had a dream come true? i think so...unless i dreamed something that had happened to me earlier but couldn't remember ......O_o i know that sounded random

6....done something you regret? *sigh* yeah who hasn't?

SECTION 2: PERSONAL

1. What do you/did you want to be when you finish(ed) school? Go to college, join ROTC, get my degree and the rest is up to the future

2. What has been the best day of your life? hmmm a tough one....probably every single day of middle school and most days of high school. i love my friends too much =D

3. What comes first in your life? my friends and family and people i care about =D how cheezy is that?? lol

4. What are you most scared of? loosing my friends and death O_o

5. What do you usually think about before you go to bed? what i could've but didn't do that day. and where the heck is my zune cuz i gotta listen to some music before i fall asleep =D (yup im a weirdo)

6. Did you lose someone you really loved? yeah...my friend Wendy R.I.P. and when my BFF Azu moved away to another state

7. Love your family? Yeah we have our moments......sometimes...

SECTION 3: CURRENTLY

1. Wearing? black sweatshirt, shorts, vans, t-shirt.....etc....eh i wear too much black (i blame common dress at our school for this) =D lol

2. Like anyone? yeah.... i think so....i dunno....i'm confused....ughhh.....

3. Have any piercings? just ears

4. Drive? i wish but my parents are too cheap so i just get rides from my cool friend Shaina =D and in return i buy her food ( i like this plan)

5. Ever Smoked? .....whadaya think...????

6. Tattoos? none right now but when i turn 18 im getting one =D cant wait!!

SECTION 4: FAVORITE

1. Movie: Juno

2. Song: I Get It-Chevelle; I'm So Sick-Flyleaf; Bed-J.Holiday; too many

3. Ice Cream Flavor: Mint Chocolate Chip yum.....

4. Fruit: Mangos and what-cha-ma-call-it...uhh...pomegranate yeah thats it!

5. Candy: Ferrero Rocher...that thing is just too damn good!!

6. Day of the Week: Fridays cuz i get to chill and do nothing

7. Colour: Black, green, purple, blue =D why can't i ever just choose one thing?!

SECTION 5: DO YOU...

1....like to give hugs? heck yus!! hugs are awesome especially real hugs not just half-hugs. Hugs make my day =D (awww claudia has a soft side ewww)

2....like to walk in the rain? yeah, i find it very calming and cool

3....prefer black or blue pens? black i guess...i don't like writting uttensils hahaha

4....like to travel? yeah...i wish i did it more often though...i should like backpack through the entire US when i graduate

5....sleep on your side? used to but now i just sleep on my back...that is when i do get a chace to sleep -_-

6....have a goldfish? they all die so no more fishies for me =(

7. ...ever have the falling dream? yeah multiple times....lemme tell you...they're hella freaky...O_O

8. ...have stuffed animals? uhhh no! they kinda freak me out O_o

SECTION 6: THIS OR THAT

1. Pierced nose or tongue? neither

2. MTV or BET? they both aren't that great but i guess i'll go with MTV

3. 7th Heaven or Dawson's Creek? never watched them but i like the dawson's creek theme song

4. Sugar or salt? SUGAR!!! its like what i live off of

5. Silver or gold? Silver...i'm actually allergic to gold....my skin 'll turn like red..weird huh?

6. Chocolate or flowers? Flowers awww ^_^

7. Colour or Black-and-white photos? colour....it adds more meaning but Black and white show more feeling. hahaha that sounded random

8. M&Ms or skittles? M&Ms especially the crispy ones yum

9. Stay up late or sleep in? sleep in but im usually staying up late...stupid hw ughhh

10. Hot or cold? COLD! brrrrr....mmmm....ice cream, winter, Frappuchino they're all good....=)

11. Ketchup or mustard? both....have you ever had ketchup and mustard wit fries??? is flippin' awesome!!

12. Spring or Fall? FALL of course!! claudia loves the cold

13. Happy or sad? happy but i'm usually tired=sad

14. Wonder or amazement? amazement O_O!!

15. Mexican or Italian food? well i'm mexican sooo....of course Italian!!! duh!!! LOL

16. O.C. or Laguna Beach? They both suck major @ss hahaha