i wonder what's next? i felt like i've done nothing this 2008 and all of the sudden, here comes 2009. I'm older. SOB! Doesn't it bum that you feel you have no accomplishments for a years time? CRAP! And next year, i leave for the Philippines. bummer.! [for college btw] i dunno. I feel like i don't wanna move on.

So i'm writing poetry. It's not emo btw, it's goth! I ran out of subjects. What would you recommend? Something dark. Give me an idea! Anything other from love. I'm done with that!

You could see my poems on poemhunter btw. It's [link] on my sig in OT. or look up PS WLevesque on poemhunter.

I know i've found the perfect person to be in-love with. I see other guys whining that their partners act different once they got hooked up and they start to be demanding in very silent ways and in more ways than one. They put you under! They change you and then they say they just wanted it to work out. TO HELL WITH THOSE STEREOTYPES!

I've found someone unlike the others. Only problem is I am out of good approaches. I've used every one in my mind. Every year I try to think of a new approach and DUH? They work. But after summer break the person goes to our hometown and when back, seems to just forget what happened! EVERY YEAR! I'm like WTF!!!????!!! You're driving me nuts! What do you want me to do?

How could that be possible?