I'm soo sad!

I have just murdered my first instrument, that taught me the first chords and rythms. It has been in my family for years and years and I left him to death. Let me explain better.

My grandmother used to be an acoustic guitar teacher, so she had many guitars. She gave my mother this one, a Giannini series Trovador. That means the guitar had about 30 years.

I don't have a proper place to leave my guitar, and my grandma said it can't stay on the floor so I left it above the shelf, touching the wardrobe...I can't explain, what I want to say is that the guitar was kinda far from the floor.

A few months ago my sister dropped it and injured it. I got very mad. This time, when I closed the wardrobe's door, the guitar felt and hit the floor. It was letal, it's broken where you adjust the strings.

I'm ashamed to say I cried!I'm not the type of girl that cries for anything, i actually think crying is very lame! It was old and wasn't working very well but I had affection for my guitar! My mother didn't even cared, she said we'll go out later to buy another one.

The last song I played was Viva la vida (Coldplay), which is kinda ironic, considering it means 'live the life' in spanish.

This is my condolences to my guitar, you were very heplful, thank you!

RIP Amanda's guitar 1978 - 2008

EDIT: My grief is gone!!

I won a new acoustic guitar!! And it's so amazing!!

It's all black, electro-acoustic and comes with an eletronic affinador on it!! I didn't even know that existed! I'm even playing better!!

Of course now I also bought a proper support, no problems with fallings now!!

The old guitar was good while it lasted!

Gonna play now!

PS: as I'm talking about music, you must here The Killers' new songs 'Human' and 'Spaceman', specially the SNL performance, it's awesome! you can see the videos here: http://theaudioperv.com/2008/10/05/the-killers-played-on-snl-videos-on-104/

I've noticed that I often get very very addcited to one website and then I just drop it. It happened to me me with orkut, myspace, thecrims and a bunch of other sites I can't even remember! I thought it would never happen with tv.com! But now it's happening again!!

I used to do blog posts almost daily, to read blog posts everyday, to make reviews everytime I watched an episode and always submmiting quotes and trivias. I checked my profile at lunch time and spend hours here at night.

After the layout change, i don't feel like doing this anymore! I barely check in here, always hoping the old layout is back! I feel like I'm in another site, not the one I was used to!!

The blackout day was useless, apparently. Maybe we should do a blackout week, they have to feel we are not here anymore and their sponsors must feel like they're gonna start to lose money!

I won't drop the site completely, let me know when new revolutions against the new layout come!

Yayy! It's my birthday today!! I'm 17 now! Isn't that great?

I finally picked my gift...it's a perfume called Carpe Diem and I loved it!

I don't really like giving parties, I have a problem with being the center of the attentions, and I get too worried if eberybody have everything they need, I can't really enjoy it! My godfather insisted on making a dinner at my house, it's just a family thing, but I didn't actually wanted it. But you know, I have to be polite and accept!

I think the coolest thing of birthday days, besides gifts, is everybody coming to say Happy Birthday to you. I like this part!! I was afraid nobody would remember or nobody would say anything...I actually dreamt I went to school and nobody gave a crap about my birthday! hahaha

But when I get to school today 22 people came to congrat me...yeah, I counted it out! Also I got many scraps on orkut (it's kinda like myspace)!

Also I just went to get my cake, it's from one of the best cookers of my city...it's filled with chocolate mousse and nuts...I haven't eaten yet though!

Now, top 5 changes on the website I hated and I really want them to vanish:

1- The number of tracked blogs that appears on the profiles is too little! I prefered like it was before!

2- The layout collors...too bright!

3- What's up with that thing we can't put paragraphs or bolds or smiles on comments? Common!

4- I want my emblems back! I think about 4 are missing, I care the most about the editor's emblem!

5- The way the blogs stay on the profile...I prefer the old fashioned one! You know, no 'read more' just a list of all the things that I've done!

That's it guys! Thanks for everybody that has already whished me Happy Birthday! Right now I'm struggling between studying or watching tv series...guess who will win? lol