....it won't stop.
I need to stop hurting. It's literally destroying me. I guess I just don't understand how someone that used to love me so much could be so cold hearted. My chest literally hurts from how... A poem
42 months I was beaten down, defeated, and ripped apart. You stepped into my life, and mended my heart. But this was a lie, as things soon turned sour. We would fight, for what... Trying to stand back up
I've been thinking a lot recently. My heart is still hurting. I really do miss her. Those are my gut feelings when I think about her. It's how I've felt since the day we broke up. I put on a... Retrospect
I am just so confused now. I don't know what I want. I want her back, but then I don't. I wasn't ready for the break up. I was blindsided. I just feel so hurt that she could do this to me.... I guess I just want to hurt.
I made a mistake last night. Haylee is moving out (my ex). Happy happy joy joy, right? It hurts to see her go. I have so many memories with her. She's been with me for some of my hardest times... New toy :)
With my tax returns, I will be purchasing this: Dell 2001 FP... I miss ya, Brian :(
Brian was my brother that I had lost 4 years ago, February 5, 2001. He decided to take his own life at age 17. Unfortunately, I was the one who found him. He died after suffering a single gunshot... World of Warcraft, and a new female companion.. sort of.
My friend's have finally did it. I am now officially playing WoW. I've heard so many great things about this game. I used to play EQ a lot, until my character was deleted accidently. I just... Time heals all pain...
I've always heard that comment as a way to "get over" things. Ultimately, it is true. I am finding myself feeling a little better since the break up. I've pretty much decided that I need to... Living with my EX is getting harder than I thought :/
In the past week or so, I'm starting to realize how hard it is to do this. Like I said before, I am stuck living with my ex-girlfriend until October of 2005, due to a one year lease. The other... The long awaited journal entry is here! Updates on me!
HI all! It's been a while since I've written in here. A lot has happened since my last entry. I hope you enjoy the read. Let's see here.... alright Christmas was good. I stayed with my... Ahh... the joy of Christmas
I went Christmas shopping today. Yeah, I know, kinda late, but oh well. I had forgotten how busy places are around Christmas. I'm not used to having to drive around for 15 minutes to find a... I have to get this out of me
This has got to be exciting. Reading about my misery and woes. I wish I could write about happy and cheerful things, but that's just not my life as of late. In the past 5 years of my life,... Going to lose a friend :(
Let's take a look at this scenario. You are a single mom, with 2 6-year-old boys, and you just found out that you have at most 3 years to live. And now, your boss has just fired you from your... Reviving an old flame... good or bad?
As of lately, I have spent a lot of time hanging out with a girl I used to like a lot during High School. We have just been really good friends as of late, but I haven't talked to her (until... Vacation over
My work is telling me that if I don't use my Paid Time Off by the end of the year, then I will lose it. So, I decided to take my 5 days off all this month, so far I have used 3 of them. It has... Single... great...
I haven't written to this thing in a while, so here we go. So, for the past few weeks I have been fighting on and off with my girlfriend. Like I wrote earlier, we had just moved into this new... AARRRGGG!! :( keyboard problem... again..
I just got home from work yesterday to sit down on my computer, and I accidently spilled water all over my cordless keyboard. I tried to dry it off, but the thing is fried. What is really... Finally have Internet.. again..
Why is it that when the cable guy is supposed to show up, they always wait till the last second? I was told the cable guy was going to be at my house between 9am to 12pm to install the cable... My 1st journal entry!
I've never done a blog type thing before, let alone a personal journal. Hell, I'll give it a shot though. I guess I'll start things out with what I did for my weekend. My work schedule allows...